➡ransvestia

But, as most all crossdressers know, I couldn't stay away from all those wonderful feminine clothes and so I started to 'dress" once again. And, of course, my wife became angry and we had "words" again. But this time she made me feel so guilty about my crossdressing that I agreed to consult a physician. Just previously to my contacting this person, she had, on her own, secretly gone to this physician and told him all about my crossdressing. To please my wife I had several visits with the physician and was told by him that I never would "get rid of the habit" and the only solution was to dress when my wife was not at home since she became distressed and ill when she saw me all dressed up.

I tried to go along with his recommendations and was suc- cessful for quite some time. But finally, because of the incon- venience of trying to find opportunities to dress when my wife was not home, I just decided that I would dress whenever I wanted and the heck with her. I had purchased my own feminine things since my wife had put on weight and now was larger than me. Needless to say, my wife learned quickly of my determination to continue my crossdressing and became very angry. She for- bid me to crossdress anymore and reproached me for the money that I had spent on women's clothing. She was right in that matter because I did not enjoy buying a lot of clothes for my male-self. I would rather save money on purchasing male clothing and use that money thus saved on pretty woman's clothing. I just couldn't handle all the hostility from my wife and again threw all my pretty things away in the trash. I promised that I would never crossdress again. I was feeling so terribly guilty and did not want to displease her and Ifelt bad that I had made her so unhappy.

But it did not last long and it was only a few months later that began to purchase a few pretty feminine things on the side. It wasn't long until I had a complete woman's wardrobe. I felt better! Still, I only dressed wheh my wife was away from the house. It was not long until my wife discovered my newly bought things in the garage a place where I was sure they would be safe. She informed me that she had found them but Itold her that I could not live without them and that I would prefer to leave her and go and live alone rather than give up my beautiful

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